I had a nightmare last night about me getting raped by a family friend

Ya know you wanna

Ya know you wanna

I had the worst night ever two nights agoo. I smoked weed for the first time, I felt fine the first coupleof minutes then I had a full blown panick attack I literally thought I was gonna die. I didn’t want to wake up my mom bc she told me the first time she smoked she also had a panick attack so I didn’t want her to be like “I told you so” so I was freaking out while my friend who was high and he was laughing and it was freaking me out more and my mouth felt dry and numb it was so bad I was so close to drowning myself in my bath tub

i was gonna make an About Me bUT I FORGOT HOW TO

in the meantime, just ask me what you wanna know and i’ll include in my about me page once i figure out how to make one.

things are going to be bad again and I don’t even care anymore.

I love british people! My sisters bestfriend is from the UK and her mom is here and their accents are so cutee! And They’re so polite! I love them so much aw omg

When i think about him i get all sad because why would he ever like someone like me?

We have to do Chin-ups today in p.e lol let’s hope my arms don’t fall off.

REASONS WHY I HATE SCHOOL

PEOPLE
WAKING UP SO FUCKING EARLY
WALKING TO THE BUS STOP
SITTING DOWN FOR 50 MINUTES WHICH CAUSES ME BUTT CRAMPS
TEACHERS
PEOPLE
THE GIRLS ALL DRESS HIPSTER
THEYRE ALL SKINNY
THEYRE ALL PRETTY
THEY ALL HAVE BOYFRIENDS
THE GUYS DONT LIKE ME
TOO UGLY FOR SCHOOL
BEING POOR
LIKE GUYS I GO TO A RICH SCHOOL
BYE BRB BLOWING UP MY SCHOOL

After I finish working out

I’m going to shower then pass the fuck out.

I actully woke up early for the first time sad hing is its Sunday and I have no school

OMFG I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND I JUST STARTED BREAKING OUT LIKE LITERALLY OUT OF NO WHERE SOMEBODY SHOOT ME

I wanted chocolate cake so bad but my mom threw it in the garbage because she got frustrated with her boyfriend -_- and was just like “fuck you NO ONE GETS CAKE HOW YOY LIKE THAT” and then I sobbed because I am really craving chocolate super bad right now.

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